I’m just not happy and I don’t know why. Things are always going wrong for me. All I do is cry. My parents scream at each other consistently and it drives me insane. Idk what you think but I know there is something wrong with my brain. I honestly wanna die but I’m kinda afraid of death. I wanna go to heaven but I think for me hell is the only option left. I wanna run away I wanna be free. And then I look around an realise there is no place for me. No place to go no place to hide. Always on my mind is the dreaded suicide. Maybe it won’t be so painful maybe it won’t be so bad. But then again I won’t be sad..
I’m just not happy and I don’t know why. Why is it all I ever do is cry.